1968年,天藤湘子出生在大阪。 天藤的父亲是日本黑社会成员与日本山口组关系密切,她本人年轻时也曾加入过黑帮并服用过毒品。细看她的纹身,那是精雕细刻的龙、凤和一个中世纪的日本艺伎,艺伎的嘴里含着一把尖刀。这纹身刻画的就是天藤儿时和年轻时生活的写照。
发表于2024-11-22
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图书标签: 天藤湘子 日本 流氓的月亮 極道な月 黑道 yakuza 英文原版 小说
Yakuza Moon is the shocking, yet intensely moving memoir of 37-year-old Shoko Tendo, who grew up the daughter of a yakuza boss. Tendo lived her life in luxury until the age of six, when her father was sent to prison and her family fell into terrible debt. Bullied by classmates and terrorized
at home by a father who became a drunken, violent monster after his release from prison, Tendo rebelled. A regular visitor to nightclubs at the age of 12, she soon became a drug addict and a member of a girl gang. At 15 she was sentenced to eight months in a juvenile detention center.
Adulthood brought big bucks and glamour when Tendo started working as a bar hostess during Japan's booming bubble economy of the nineteen-eighties. But among her many rich and loyal patrons there were also abusive clients, one of whom beat her so badly that her face was left permanently scarred.
When her mother died, Tendo plunged into such a deep depression that she tried to commit suicide twice.
Tendo takes us through the bad times with warmth and candor, and gives a moving and inspiring account of how she overcame a lifetime of discrimination and hardship. Getting tattooed, from the base of her neck to the tips of her toes, with a design centered on a geisha with a dagger in her mouth, was
an act that empowered her to start making changes in her life. She quit her job as a hostess. On her last day at the bar she looked up at the full moon, a sight she never forgot. The moon became a symbol of her struggle to become whole, and the title of the book she wrote as an epitaph for herself
and her family.
“日本社会表面看起来平静如水,底下却一片混乱,歧视无处不在。”日本年轻人对黑帮的态度:“认为当黑帮跟到公司工作一样。有个笑话讲一个年轻人到某黑帮办事处,问每月薪水多少,有没有各种保险。” 除了担付当地黑帮首领的职责,父亲还有其他生意:一家国有工程技术公司,一家建材公司和房地产生意。从此我学到了人都是两面派。 这堂课我将永生难忘。唯一伤害我的就是关于父母的诽谤。 即使作为一个黑帮成员的女儿,命中注定会被别人像对污垢一样对待, 我还是决定不去为了交到朋友而扮演不属于自己的角色。从那以后我再也不相信成年人。 一个月后我开始上初中,那时已经打了几个耳洞, 并开始化妆,抹指甲油,打扮也像其他黑社会女孩一样。 但我仍然每天去上课,所有人看到我的打扮,都不敢再对我说任何坏话。恐吓和威胁永远的消失了。
评分有些生活,一辈子也不会了解,有些人,疯狂而热烈,我一辈子也不会有这样的故事,但,可以感觉到所有人的喜怒哀乐也都大抵相同,所要的不过是舒适的生活,温暖的爱。
评分无论生活在那个阶层,都可以有刻骨铭心的、完整的人生。
评分非常震撼,非常细腻。极道之月,最柔和的坚强。
评分非常震撼,非常细腻。极道之月,最柔和的坚强。
Yakuza Moon 2024 pdf epub mobi 电子书