I feel sidetracked， set on a shelf. I look inside myself and<br >find discontentment， confusion--and guilt. A lot of guilt. I<br >feel like such a failure.<br > If only I could undo the mistakes of the past. If only I could<br >have a new beginning in life.<br > I know you ve felt that way. I have too.<br > Yet I believe there can be a new beginning in your future. I<br >say that with confidence because I ve experienced that new<br >beginning myself. In fact， this book has been for me a journal<br >of my own deeper discovery of the God of a new beginning. I<br >hope you will find it not only a journal， but also a journey of<br >discovery. And I hope that together we can find that new<br >beginning you are seeking.<br > Let s talk about it.<br > First， let me share with you a little of my own broken-<br >ness--and my own healing. It s an experience from my past<br >that until now I ve only talked about with a few intimate<br >friends. It s about the regret and guilt I felt after ~he death of<br >